GREAT!!!! #1

Again....after a year, i just have time to write.

Should i begin with the day when i finally decided to move from the dorm? yah....that was a year ago, i finally move to a boarding house which was just 200 meters away from my last dorm. i moved there with almost all of my dorm mates. We were not moving actually, we were kicked out...Wanna know why??? forget it...:)

Moving again and again, that what a student is supposed to do. Having new environment, new friends, and of course new experiences. And yah....i got all of those things there in my new boarding house. I started many new things, and the one which becomes the beginning of me now is my new activity with my old friends in GREAT community. That's an English community my friends and i built few years ago.

It's been long time i never join the activities of the group because of my study and my job of course, but it's kind of destiny that i should be there again when i see the fact that now (after i moved from that new boarding house to my recent one) they are the only people around me after i graduated from my master and all my classmates already have their own life. Yup... I'm dumped here in a group with really unique people, and i supposed to be unique then, in order to survive.

Here, i really wanna tell a lot about them. They who become the closest ones to me, whom i meet and chat everyday...

Early 2015

One day I realized that pencil means everything for me. It transforms what in my heart and mind are into a visualization. 
Here are some sketches I made in the early 20015. The little angle, the smiling guy, Legolas, the girl, the flower, and the one that I myself can't truly understand.

 What do u see from the picture? I see a sorrow, and that was probably what in my heart at the time i drew.


This smiling guy....who is he? Dunno, I just cheat some parts of the face and combine them. The hair and the smile are two parts I learnt most. 


Hope it looks like Legolas, coz I really mean to draw him though I'm sure it's not that similar.  


This girl? probably Dian Sastro, but I don't think so. 


I do like painting, after years this is my first painting. Too simple, but it's okay. 


This guy.....mmm, I just can't explain. It doesn't look like him, but.....

The thing I hate

I hate the rain when the cold makes me pain
I hate the sun when the heat burns me insane
I hate the day when everything is lie
I hate the night when the nightmare takes my joy
I hate the life when this feeling I couldn't say